Absolute bliss

Absolute bliss

These past two weeks I experienced moments that most people never dream experiencing. And how can you dream about something so serene, so perfect, without having to leave your mortal body and touch heaven. It’s like you would ask a small child to dream about a chocolate that he never tasted in his life.

The woman who feared a paralel relationship, alongside the current one she had with her husband, started slowly to forsake her fears and boundaries and throw herself into my arms.

We had nights and days of passion that neither one of us experienced before. We were doing everything together, breathing every second to the maximum. The time stood still, while we were touching heaven over and over again.

We spent the winter holidays together, while she started to introduce me to some of her friends, yet we waited every time for the moments when we were together again, just the two of us and our hot bodies that craved for each other.

It was the first time when we had sex in a club’s bathroom. There were people walking outside and we knew they could hear our moaning, but we did not care. The fear of getting caught made the experience far more thrilling. When we exit, there was a bodyguard waiting outside, who just smiled when he saw our satisfied faces.

Yet, the most intimate moments were the ones when she would put her head on my chest and we would transcend our earth lives and went together into a new world, built just for us. In this world, our past experiences were forgotten, all the boundaries that were raised in front of our love on earth dissapeared and we were one and the same celestial being. It was like we were Adam and Eve, that did not yet bite from the apple that would end their happy life.

Today the hapiness was interupted when she returned to her husband, while I am praying for her fast return into my loving arms.

Perfect wedding

Perfect wedding

“Love and marriage, love and marriage,/Go together like a horse and carriage” sings Sinatra in a very famous song. But do they really have to come together as a package?

There are for sure arranged marriages, or partners that will stay in a marriage just for the financial, physical safety. Love does not have anything to do with this.

On the other hand, there are great love stories, with lovers feeling no need to make everything official through paperwork.

I can say I have some expertise in this matter with 2 marriages already over by the age of 34. Not proud of it, but not resentful either. They were experiences that build my character and I learnt a lot from both of them.

I will not go into details about who did what, or who did mistakes or did something good. When a relationship breakes, both of the two partners are to blame, in a higher or smaller proportion. Inaction is also a mistake that drives frustration and wrong decisions.

What I would like to speak about is the idea of the perfect wedding, if somebody will convince me at some point to go through this again.

The first 2 weddings were taking into consideration a lot the needs of the guests in time extensive parties, exhausting for both the groom and bride. The wedding night resumed to a sleeping, in the same house with her parents, on both occasions.

The next wedding will be a small ceremony on a beach, with guests dressed in bathing suits, doing whatever they please: skijetting, swimming, playing beach voley.

The party will last until 10-12 PM at latest. The wedding night will be the most exciting nights in our lives, spent in a great hotel, with champagne and rivers of chocolate enveloping her body, waiting to be tasted and swalowed until the last drop, along with her savoury juices.

Next day, we will just go by car in a vacation to whatever destination the road will take us, trying all the experiences that we would consider fit, making love in all the places we pass.

So, lady of my heart, make sure you save the last dance for me.