Easy comes, easy goes

How easy is to get rid of people! We have socks sometimes older than our current relationship. Everything is done in a constant run towards total happiness and when somebody does not match, we leave him/her behind without trying to adjust or to change something in that person.

And why should we adjust, as time is so limited and we are, usually, perfect. But perfection in our eyes sometimes is mere average in the eyes of somebody else. And this is hard to accept. Better we ditch that person and move on to the next one who will build us a statue.

By doing this, we just perpetuate the average and we refuse evolution, although in our mind we call this evolution. But starting over and over the same thing is eroding our capability to evolve. Just imagine that Egyptians would start to build the first 2-3 layers of the Great Pyramids and then tear them down. Then start again a few tens of times. Would we have nowadays the single World Wonder in Egypt?

I feel pity for those who burn everything around them, for the fear of not being burned themselves. It better to run than being disappointed, they say. But what if something great would arise if you stay?

First time

I’m pretty sure most of us remember with a big smile on our faces the first sexual experience. For some woman it could have been painful, yet it was the first time they were really women and could experience the absolute intimacy with a man.

Recently I experienced a “first time” experience once again, after many years of jumping from bed to bed.

She was so sweet and innocent, that I barely touched her for the fear of not to brake something. Her body was so smooth, her skin so silky and the smell of her hair made my heart run like the wind.

We started to kiss very slowly, as if this was her first kiss. Her tongue was looking for mine and my lips were caressing her lips, cheeks, neck and going further towards her carefully hidden place.

I took out her panties and put my head beneath her thighs, playing slowly with her clit, drawing circles, while my hands were holding firmly her gorgeous ass towards a total loss of senses and mind. My mouth was drinking voraciously every drop of her heavenly juices, while she was screaming in absolute pleasure.

I raised and came on top of her.

“Be gentle. It is my first time”, she said in a whispered voice, so inviting.

I slowly penetrated her, while she was squeezing my back and slowly scratching me with her long nails. The movement started to be more and more rapid, ending with a powerful orgasm for both.

It was not her first time, but the magic that we lived made this one of the moments you dream for a lifetime.

I was her stranger in the shadow, still waiting for her every night to relive our first time.